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Is this love?

Is this love? You know how people, when they fall in love, they say things like : “I’d die for you”. And they assume that’s the ultimate sacrifice. That’s true love. Personally, I think it’s weak and submissive. And while it’s natural, it is an example of lack of worldly wisdom, and connoting credulousness and […]

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Flooded with Intense Emotions

HOW I DEAL WITH DEPRESSION I feel like I’m about to burst out in tears. I am so sad. And it is not something that specifically happened today. But rather the totality and complexity of different situations and circumstances from the past few years. And now I find myself flooded with intense emotions. I always […]

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Oh I’m sorry! I forgot I only exist when you need something!

“Oh I’m sorry! I forgot I only exist when you need something!” I just read this and almost fell to tears. This hits home so hard. Cause this is how I felt for so long. When I’m not needed I’m totally neglected and brushed off. Therefore, to you, I only exist when you need something. […]

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Wild Child Spirit 

Only some twenty-five years ago, I believed I was born to be wild, untamed and unpolished. In my immature teenage years, I used to look at people over 40 and think “oh my God! I will never be that old. I’d rather die! That’s so humiliating. Right?!”. Always be young, thought to myself, pretty as […]

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Loss and Grief

Today would have been my father’s birthday. I would have been with him on the phone, wishing him a nice birthday, health peace and happiness. Since he’s gone, I still wish him peace and happiness. How to overcome the death of a loved one? How to go through grief? Is it a good idea to […]